I am sure I am not the only person that doesn’t even know what Joy is anymore. I have never done anything that gave me such a dopamine rush that I so much elation that I continue to go back to that activity to satisfy that feeling. I wouldn’t describe myself as unhappy but I not genuinely happy either but comfortably uncomfortable. I wish there was something that elicited for feeling of joy but I don’t think I have felt that since I was a small child. The world has beaten most of us down and joy seems very hard to find.
Please let me know if I am unique or if anyone else feels this way…
Esoteric Meandering Shouting Into the Void 